Sunday, November 29, 2009

Gerrrr...mo0ks...Gerrrr....ram~

Cik Anne suda sound...aku x update2 blog neh...bnd yg sm jerrr katanya. hehe. ha kannn....aku da kata, aku neh 1 of the very laziest person in da world utk bwat bnd2 camni. but cos of xnk ketinggalan in da world of globalization neh, (haha, start da ayt2 mengarut neh) maka ku gagahkn jari n ku putarkan jua akal fikiran ku ini.

Memandangkan aku masih l0m jd expertise lg bnd2 IT neh, so i think for this moment i've just put stories bout wut i feel n wut i'm doin' n wuteva silly things yg aku terfikir kan...

hmm...bc tak title kt ats tu td? Gerrrr...mo0ks...Gerrrr...ram! sememangnya itu yg aku sdg hadapi n aku sdg rs skang neh. Ssh gak jd org pmpuan neh. bnd2 camtu pn leh jd complicated. well...it's about beauty kan. girl mn yg xnk cantek??? back to myself, sememangnya aku neh dilahirkan semulajadi "sihat", bulat n tembam. :) tp ms beby, klu bulat n tembam tu mmg la cute...bl da jd ank dara? x rupa ank dara da...mcm mak dara ada. korg xyah tipu aku la....aku tau. huhue. i am fat since i was born 'til i grew up being a teenage girl. ms kecik2 dl mmg x pnh fikir pn psl diet ker per ker. no worries at all. even org sekeliling such as kwn2 slalu mempersendakan aku, welll.....biasa la..mulut bdk2 kn....especially boys...aku mmg da biasa sgt dgn kata2 bdk2 lelaki yg duk kata aku gemuk la, huduh la...tu kata depan...lum lg kata2 yg diorg duk ngata aku dr blkg....but let it be lah kn....bnd da lps sumer. lg pun, kidsssss.......n termasuk lah bl aku jmp sedara mara, sepupu sepapat....juz all the same thing. nk ikut trasa hati, tipu la klu x trase sikit pn. ye la, klu mak aku sndr pn sound, tkt tgk aku makin besar....nk xnk, pedih jugak la kn. cuma ms tu, lom timbul lg kesedaran nk jd cantek or at least normal cam kwn2 laen...

Aku xtau la tahap kegemukan aku tu cemane, tu org len la yg nilai....tp bg aku, klu da org kata berisi tu, gemuk la maknenye.....by the time my age is 14, i've read an entertaiment magazine...URTV kut. aku terbaca la kisah ank si dilla hussein tu suda kurus gilerrr....sp ntah nm dia, aku pn x hengat. tp bdk tu mmg gemuk la...gemuk giler...gemuk lg dr aku ms tu...hehe. (perasan jerrr) so, tibe2 aku rs mcm urmmm.....tercabar kut. aku x hengat pe yg aku rs ms tu. tp aku mmg x puas hati la yg dia tu da kurus! hahahahaaaa.....gile2 pny jeles ms tu. secara tibe2 nye jugak, semangat aku berkobar2 nk jd cam dia gak. drastically after i read it, i've changed. segala tabiat mkn aku yg suka mkn nasi tu, aku buang terus. aku x fikir pnjg da. pe yg ada ms tu, hny disiplin diri. nasi, x sentuh lngsng....mknan ruji? of cos la roti beb. mula2 aku mkn 4 keping pg n tgh hr. kira masih byk tu kan....ye la, xnk drastik sgt sbb nti pewut boncet aku neh terkezut pleksss.... then lm2 aku reduce jd 2 keping jer. tu pn roti kosong semata-mata. exercise? of cos la kne bwat beb......tp sbb aku sgt x suka jogging, aku gnti dgn xtvt yg lbh menarik....mari berjoget! hehe. mlm2 buta plak tu...ms mak abh aku cbuk tdo, aku psg muzik kuat2....haha. gila sket la.tp tu yg aku suka bwat.da tu diorg x bising pn...n ada ms, time xde org kt umh, aku wat la keje2 umah yg bleh kuar peluh.mcm tu je exercise aku.  nothing much pn. bab pemakanan la agk perit sket...tgk ns goreng ke ns lemak ke...sebelah mata je la...eh, kne pejam mt lah. dude, aku nk mkn aym goreng pn, kasi serap minyak gune tisu dl taw! perit x perit......tp, alhamdulillah, dlm ms 6 bln, my weight......from 66kg reduce to 56kg. 1st time in my life, i reduced weight! n...it cntinue to reduce.....untill my weight is 51kg. ms tu hepy gilerrrr....aku rs normal sgt. nmpk lebih kurg cam kwn2 len. bdn pn rs ringan.....cnfidence level increased. everything seems to be positive to me by tht time.
semua org2 yg mengata aku, tutup mulut. ms tu br la seb0k nk puji aku. termasukla mak aku. xpela...adat manusia mcm tu kn. aku pn mungkin mcm tu jugak tnpa disedari.

tp tu dl beb! skang? heh....neh la yg wat aku geram. sejak aku memulakan kerjaya sbg penjawat awam neh, i think i'm going back to the past. to where i was. to who i were. to what i really2 am! penimbang berat tu da kembali menjd musuh ketat aku! hehe....but im not blaming anyone la....i wont give reasons. aku x suka beri alasan ats pe jua yg berlaku atas kelalaian dr sndr....cuma pe yg wat aku sakit hati is, knp aku rs terganggu sgt klu berat bdn aku naek? pe slh nye jd org gemuk? as long as u healthy, it doesn't  matter wether ur fat or ur slim.juz make sure ur health is good. right?but, no....aku xde prasaan mcm tu....aku nk slim. knp aku x bleh trima aku gemuk sdgkn pd asalnya, aku mmg mcm tu? ghosh....only God knows the feeling. even though i try to live happy as what i am now, no, im not totally happy. it's killing me from deep inside.segala kata2 yg pnh aku dgr dl, aku da dgr blk skang....eee...berisi nye....lorrr...gemuknyer...knp gemuk neh? tu sumer da kmbali mnjadi halwa telinga aku.

mak da seb0k suh aku diet semula....huh, mak....itu je la. ye la....adik beradik , aku sorg je yg gemuk semula jadi, pmpuan sorg je plak tu...risau la agknye kut. takut pakwe lari la..xde org nak la....katanye la.....xpela mak....org trima je pe adenye. diet semula??? hehe...klu nk, mmg boleh....cuma aku x pasti aku akn berjaya utk ulangi semula sumer keperitan, kepahitan yg aku da lalui dl tu....gemuk perit, nk kurus lg la perit........anyhow, prasaan utk trn kn brt bdn smula tu mmg sntiasa ada. kita tgk la cemane nti ye...doa'kn aku berjaya smula! cik Fara...amacam?????ahha ahahahhaaa

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

MaLaz - NganTokz - TdO!

Hallluuuu...(dlm keadaan mengantok yg teramat sgt!!!)

Last nite kuar ngn huda g Sunway Pyramid blk lmbt sesangat2. Smp umah kul 4.30pg pd mgu bekerja! gila lah. klu nk berhorey2 pn, x smpt nk tgu hr mgu agknye kami neh. hahaha. So, padahnye, hr ini 18 November 2009 Cik Dahlia Ahmad tlh dtg ke opis (tu pn seb bek aku dtg...) utk bekerja dlm keadaan yg sgt tidak sempurna dgn mata yg sembap x hengat, n kepala ting tong! Pastu, smp opis, smpt menyelinap ke blk bos sekejap (sbb boz xde, aku jd boz la...) utk melelapkn mata utk sepincing dua (chewahh..ayattt...korg faham ker?). shhhh...jgn bitau sesape yeh aku slh gne blk boz japs. hehe. tp msh x hlg lg ngantuk, sbb sepincing dua je kan, klu berpincing2 mungkin lah...

N, ekoran dr rs ke'sleepy'an aku neh, ia tlh merembeskan satu hormon yg bergelar hormon 'M' iaitu M.A.L.A.S. dengan byk nye....(errr,actually, bab bermalas2 san neh hr2 pn mls..cuma hr neh ia terlebih2 skit). N skrg aku sdg cb bersabar menunggu detik 1Tengahari (bkn 1Malaysia ye). pd waktu dan ketika itu, aku akn berlari2 ank menuju ke ruang beradu di opis yg sgt canggih ini (ade ke ruang tu??) utk SLEEP (bkn slip gaji yeh)!

N, kerana ms yg ter'free' ini kononnyer(free la sgt...pd hal de je keje..) tlh aku gunakan utk menaip kt blog aku yg masih agak sadis keadaannya ini, dgn harapan dpt menghilangkn sdikit rs ke'tingtong'an aku neh....
Hmmm...tp btul lah, aku rs lega skit tau!

K, kwn2....itulah akibatnya klu memandai2 kuar mlm pd mgu bekerja n blk pd dinihari n  (bp byk N neh...ni sumer Anne la nyer psl neh..) kene bekerja pkul 8 pg esok hr nye!!! rs cam tobat, xnk wat lg dah...seksa dowh...................................................

Papaiiiiiiiii

Monday, November 16, 2009

First Move!

Hi to everyone!

Me, myself completely have no idea why i started this blog. but then, here i am, writing this post in MY blog! As what i know bout myself by my own judging, i am the person who's not gonna concern bout what happens around me. i will always be the last to know bout the story mory morning da glory....wut my frens talk about, wut they're into now, n even i don really catch-up bout this IT technology nowadays. E.g: downloading the songs, beautifuls wallpapers in internet, all those fancy things.....hehe. it sounds bad, n i hate it too. but, i'd like to learn because i dont want to be a step behind while others is stepssssss ahead! so, i learn bout this blogger thing from a fren! Credit to Farrah.she asked me to do so. haha. if not then, i would still do wut i do, stay at my place in da office, only checkin' my email n my facebook n my tagged n my friendster! haha. think i have to be much much more creative stuff to do after this....and it will be startin from this blog, AsSimpleAsMe!

Enuff for now.......daaaaaaa