Friday, January 22, 2010

bLueS

haiiii...tetibe je hati neh merasa bosan.  kdg2 rs mrh kt dr sndr pn ada. x reti nk berfikir. pe yg aku bwat neh btul ke? pe yg aku bwat neh pe yg aku btul2 nak bwat ke? atau aku bwat sbb aku  fikir "dah la dahlia...enuff is enuff".  sdg kan klu ikut hati neh rs mcm masih mahu lg mencari...tp, klu asyik cr je, smp bl nk berhenti? slh ke aku klu aku masih lg cr pe yg terbaek utk aku? slagi aku blum btul2 jmp pe yg aku mau? tp aku akn jmp ke pe yg terbaek tu? wut if, yg aku jmp selepasnya, adalah yg lebih truk dr yg sebelumnya? mmg btul, kita x semestinya akn dpt pe yg kita nak....tp, knp aku x leh nk fhm2 perkara tu walaupun da lm aku tau dan da lm aku sedar? ego dr sndr kah? mungkin....

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

2,3 days...

sejak 2-3 hr neh fikiran aku keep thinkin of s0me1 la...aiya....dalia, jgn mcm2 la. very dangerous la u!pe yg ada da cukup baek...juz apreciate k! at least, tht is wut i keep tellin' myself.....but still...huh! hate da feelin. i h0pe it will fade away a.S.a.P.....Pray for me....cos i can't afford any loss  nem0re. enough wit all da mistakessss

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2010...juz another year...

Title yg sguh x bersemangat kan? well, at least tht is wut i feel rite n0w. aku x sedar pn sbnrnyer kiter neh da masuk ke tahun yg baru....as the time goes by, n0t much i do for myself. juz follow wit the flow. ;)  instead of im gettin older n older, i keep doin mistake by mistakes. tp x la sumer nyer bur0ks...adela 1,2 bnd yg baek happened to me...Alhamdulillah. so this 2010, wit lots of thing to be happen then, how i wish it will be the starter to a bright new phase for all of us ya!~


Owh,,New Year Celebration hr tu, im n0t doin nething. juz stay at h0me watchin tv n wait for my Along dtg hnta barang....(giler penat tgu dia smp tgh mlm buta....even duduk tgk tv je p0wn, jenuh taw!) dia tu p0wn 1, ssh btui klu wat appointment ngn org camneh...bz kalah kn PM!~ yer sguh bz ker x, dia je yg taw...heh heh heh. Urm, New Year Celebration neh sbrnyer, i never celebrate pn....hehe.slalunye mmg d umah sajerrr...maleh erk....jln konfirm jem n aku bkn la org yg bleh sabar ngn bnd2 yg menyesakkan neh. mak rimas la nyahhhhhh.haha.


k lah! gtg... daaaaaaa!